i moved last year and i haven't had a good friend since. except my boyfriend but he doesn't count. i only get to see him every couple of weeks sometimes because of his job. its been up and down. I miss him a lot right now.
i had all these plans that fell through, so i had to go to my backup plan. which is college in a month (thank goodness I'm getting out!) which i am way excited for, and also very stressed out about.
when i moved out here with my previous plans i was going on an LDS mission. which would have lasted 18 months. But my Dr. wouldn't pass my physical unless i went on anxiety medication. Now that im not going on a mission i went off my meds. i haven't felt like this in a while, I'm paranoid all the time, my stomach always hurts. My anxiety is not very severe though and i really shouldn't be complaining.
and i feel like my art sucks and its not going where i want it to go! but i don't know where it want it to go!
i really want to get a job to feel productive but whats the point if I'm leaving in a month!
i want a cookie.
tell me what to do.